A Better ME:)

I can tell that i have changed, just by the way I'm starting to handle situations that come about in my life. I'm alot calmer these days, and i try not to let my emotions get the best of me. There was a time in my life when i would get so angry that i couldn't control what i said, nor what i did. What would NORMALLY send me into a raging lunatic, now doesn't even bother me. Yeah i still have people in my life that TRY to push my buttons, and sometimes it they can, but how i handle myself today they can't even TELL if they've PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF OR NOT:)<-----because of this. The OLD ME had NO problem cursing you out, and hurting you feelings in the process, but it takes so much energy to do that. Blogging has been therapeutic for me, because with every question I've asked you people, trust me I've asked myself first? It's so much easier for me now to just TALK ABOUT IT. My problem was i would go the hell off FIRST, Then ask questions later<---not good. Now i actually think before i speak, and say what i need to say without ACTING OUT HOW I FEEL, and looking like a DAMN FOOL IN THE PROCESS<----not lady like at all.lol:)