I Used Too Be...

I used to be the girl who really didn't care too much about anything.
I used to be that girl who was beyond selfish, and a control freak.
I used to be that girl who had to keep up the image of ALWAYS LOOKING GOOD, Even when i was at my worse.
I used to be that girl who at times had a hard time keeping it real, Making my situation look better then what it really was, Hell i was struggling like everybody else, but refused i to show it.
I used to be that girl who wouldn't show how her true feelings, No matter how much i may have LOVED someone.
I used to that girl who wouldn't take responsibility for shit, Always placing the blame on someone else.
I used to be that girl couldn't except constructive criticism, Even though i knew they were telling me the truth.
I used to be that girl, that could be so mean, that i times i didn't even like MYSELF.
The key words here IS "USED TOO BE".
I WAS WHO I WAS.
I remember My Ex telling me "Just be who you are, there gonna love who you are"!
I didn't wanna hear it then, but little does he know i held onto what he said, and now i don't know any other way to be other than MYSELF.