MARCH 6TH...DOOMS DAY 0_o!

Omg tomorrow i go to court. I'm scared to death. So many thoughts are going through my mind right now. I've never be in front of a judge in this manner.What if the judge tries to make an example out of me, and throws the book at me. Jesus my nerves are so fucking bad i have diarrhea x10. I think i need a cigarette, and i don't even smoke. lol! just the thought of going to jail makes we want to vomit. What if he gives me probation for life, without the possibility of NEVER GETTING OFF. What a fucking life Aisha.<------that's my name just in case you guys didn't know :) My charge is criminal trespassing. You would of thought that i was breaking an entry or something. No i wasn't trespassing, i just stop making payments on my laptop. The charges should be theft by taking, at least that's what i think lol. But hey i like criminal trespassing better. Nobody wants to friends with a THIEF, A LAPTOP THIEF at that. SMH I'm so ashamed of myself. I'm just gonna walk into court tomorrow and just plead guilty, hell i am guilty what the hell 0_o. *Pray For Me Guys*:)